HAPPY BIRTHDAY

                                     HAPPY BIRTHDAY


Dear birthday boy,
                               She wished you on your birthday with all her upstated enthusiasm recollected aghast of the broken parts of her. She picked up all her lost feelings and her gone-so-long lively attitude to wish you on the day of yours, which you thought someday past was more important to her than you, but not now. Baby, time changes but people don't . Hearing your voice after so long she felt as if she had been alive after ages. Smile did flash through her cheeks, chin broadened and eyes lighted up with happiness which lasted for a few moment though. The exhalarated tone of her wished you happy birthday, and before she could say anything you replied with a sarcastic thanks for you took her breathed up birthday wish as a fake one. It was pathetic how time could change the people and how they felt for each other. There she did stop expecting things which she had started winding up with silk threads in her mind for redemption. Soon, she was back to the real world of bitterness between both, and she replied with all her so-called rage which she showcased to hide her actual feelings. Verses of your past remembrances followed your conversation which lasted for few minutes later and finally both did hung up. That's how she didn't want her wish to you on your day to end, but the situations of yours had kept on worsening and it reflected in your convo of few minutes.
She just wanted to vent out her plausible feelings for you on your birthday. She always did wish goodies on your part and will keep on wishing for it till the end of her life be it anywhere she lives or anybody she lives with. May you live with every happiness in your life that you long for, & may success and long life blossom your ages. She wants you to stay satisfied and content as she did cut you loose from the pangs of her expectations so that you live the life you wanted to and to let her live the life of her ease as tears were far too bearable in her agenda. 
Still, she wishes many happy returns of the day to you, with all her heart and enormous of her unrevealed love treasured beneath her locked junctures of feelings.

As things remained the same she consoles herself ,
 " Your glimpse made my day,
    Your smile made me shine,
We had love but it was all only mine."
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART.



From the diary of,
  Your lost love.


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