That's what life!

Its feels beautiful when we come across a person or a thing that stirs the level of adrenaline hormones in us. Who as a person doesn't appreciate the feeling of love and getting loved, well everyone does! 

The emotional imbalance is an obvious thing in our lives when we are in love. We go out to cross trenches of tough promises to meet up the expectations of our love. As people say, if you haven't talked of getting stars and moon for your partner then you might not have been that much into it. Hold on! Doesn't dat sound insane to us when we think practically out of it. Yes, insanity is what challenges us with sane ideas when we are not in love anymore & there's where people start hating themselves for falling in love. Falling in love has always been the beautiful thing in the world, but the hatredness that comes after a heartbreak is more intensifying than the sweet thing we had some moments back. 

Yes, i too have fallen in love. Not with just one but with many because everything that gives you solace is love and i have loved every person and every thing that has solaced me. Love has never been a thing i had lamented on, rather loving the wrong one did. I was pained and hurt. I have cried to sleep for many nights. Those days were heartbroken and nights did haunt me. My thinking and overthinking of my past and future started settling me down to my worst nightmares. Those days are never easy for a person to take, neither that was for me. And as its said when you have put yourself in the dark forest, you surely have to get bruised while getting out of the mess, so was I at the point. It took me to the depth of inevitable truth of life that how a simple decision of your life which you took with awe of love could put you in all perpetual heartbreaks. Yes, I was broken. 

But time did pass, and as its the law of nature to stay dynamic, so did i evolve dynamic with my pain and griefs. The clouds of disparity did pass on. As the pain demands to be felt and finally leaves you after it teaches it's lesson, finally, it did. I was up with the lesson of my life and was above all the rumours and chants. I was bold then, insensitive too. Less things did hurt me and I was above with my sanity. I changed my anger to hardwork and hardwork turned into 'passion'. Sadly, my response was changed to every person who did ask or talk about love. The eyes which glowed up with the name of love, no more glitters now. The girl who did compare everything with fairytale stories was a girl with realistic vision now. May be it won't change for the time as presently, I trust less and percept more. But i feel, its fine to be a bit broken so that light enters through your pieces and reflects to the world. The thing important for me now is to be happy and yes, am solaced. This is what life is, to fall and get up & still love with every feeling set straight right .